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Main Points:
Jojo's Bizarre Adventure/Buffy the Vampire Slayer AU
Chapter Summary: They catch their first glimpse of Paxil.
Word Count: 1016
Note: HERE THERE PROBABLY BE BUFFY/JJBA SPOILERS

Chapter 399: The Green Land )

Fine-Tuning

Nov. 4th, 2025 03:04 pm
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Main Points:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Iron Man Crossover (Self-Made Hero)
Summary: faster to read
Word Count: 50
Rating: Teen

        “What happened?” Xander holding an ice pack to his head is not a common occurrence, exactly, even if he does tend to forget his spatial awareness after a while if he’s been working on a problem.
        He winces. “Flying in a hailstorm. Ow. Need to work on that impact absorption.”

Wired in Parallel

Nov. 3rd, 2025 03:15 pm
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Main Points:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Iron Man Crossover (Self-Made Hero)
Summary: faster to read
Word Count: 10
Rating: Teen

        “Our Xander is Different.”
        “What?”
        “TVTropes thing. Nothing. Never mind.”

Condition Yellow

Nov. 2nd, 2025 11:59 pm
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Vulukor’s turtle-people have returned, this time with Stanzun.

Main Points:
Star Trek (the 2009!movie verse) Cambion AU (New Genesis)
Summary: Spock tries to determine the motives of the key players with the help of the command staff.
Word Count: 1223
Rating: Teen
Minor Spock/Uhura

predictions of things going wrong )

Girl One

Nov. 2nd, 2025 01:08 pm
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Yesterday was my monthly Shopping Day (my money came in on Friday but Friday is my brother's day and God forbid he should do his shopping on another day, but whatever) so Mom and I left the house around noon-ish, just about the time that I would normally be laying down for a nap. :P

First, though, I went on mobile banking and opened a savings account and transferred $100 to it to go toward taking the cats to the vet at the end of the month if they get worse again. The $200 that comes in on the 18th is also going in that account, as well as $100 from next month's money on the 28th. If the cats continue to get better and don't backslide again, I'll send the money to Mom so pay off a huge chunk of what I owe her.

SPEAKING OF VETS. I called around and my current vet (Pine Grove) is LITERALLY the most expensive vet in town. I'm switching to Mariposa because to walk in the door at Pine Grove is $250 per animal, and to walk in the door at Mariposa is fucking $134 per animal. THAT IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE WHAT THE FUCK PINE GROVE??

Anyway, shopping.

The first place we went was to the bank, where I pulled my rent money for November and handed it over immediately. Necessary but still BLEGH. And I'm expecting Mom and Lee to raise my rent again any time now, too, since I'm getting the $200 more each month and THEIR rent just went up by like $40, so. Yeah.

After the bank, we went to Walmart, where I went to McD's first thing and bought myself something to eat, and then Mom stayed there with her kindle and a coffee while I went off and did my shopping, which is pretty much what happens most times. I struggled to get the cat litter into the cart by myself this time, despite my back, but I managed it, and then I spent a while looking at carpets because I need to replace one of the rugs that I have in my bedroom right now. I ended up getting like an indoor/outdoor carpet with rubber backing, which I'm hoping is tough enough to protect the ACTUAL carpet underneath where I'm forever sliding my computer table back and forth and wearing at it.

I also bought a bunch of binders (as usual), though there were two I wanted and couldn't find, and the blue/green/white ones I like were on sale for $4/each (almost 50% off) so I bought an extra of each. Then I headed to the groceries section to get my V8 and whatnot, and I looked for lactose-free yogurt while I was there because I seriously have a problem with lactose nowadays. =/ I managed to find some, and I picked it up even though it was SUPER expensive, but it was Greek yogurt and I wasn't sure I would be able to even EAT IT because typically Greek yogurt makes me gag. (BUT I had some today and I can eat it! Yay!) I also bought almond milk for the lactose reason. Then, AFTER I had already checked out, I spotted someone else with EGGNOG in their cart and I was like "...um, excuse me?" XD;; The man was very nice and told me where to find it, so I left my cart with Mom and ran back to get some eggnog, and THEN we were done at Walmart. :P

At the Dollarama I grabbed three different sized jars that were on my list but at the time I couldn't remember what for. But I know better than to just not buy them because then the INSTANT I get home it's like "OH YEAH :|" so I bought them anyway, and sure enough, now I remember what I wanted them for! (Thumb drives/mini chocolate bars/Itsy.)

After the dollar store we went to Zehrs, where I WALKED IN THE DOOR TO THE SMELL OF THEIR WEDGE FRIES and immediately made a beeline to buy some. After that I grabbed one each of these Marvel glasses (Black Widow/Iron Man/Groot/Black Panther) that they've been selling for a while now (a while back I bought a Groot one to put some bamboo in) and had discounted all the way down to $1/each. I'm keeping them in their packaging for later resale in a few years. I also found a new, blown glass pumpkin for my collection that was 50% off because it was after Halloween. And then, of course, I got the SAMOSAS that I had GONE IN FOR ORIGINALLY lol.

Zehrs was followed by Metro, but I just went in there to get dumplings and managed not to get sidetracked for once and just came out with the dumplings and that was it. After Metro was Tombly's for worms for the axolotls, and again, that's a hunting and fishing store, so it's easy for me not to get distracted in there. Worms and go!

Lastly, we went to the dollar store by Giant Tiger (Dollar Joint? Dollar Tree?) so I could buy all the stuff I needed for the Samaritan's Purse Operation: Christmas Child shoe box that I picked up the other day. Basically, it's a Christmas decorated box that you fill with toys, hygiene items and school supplies and then you donate $10 for the shipping and the charity ships the box overseas. The boxes are all given out to children in need. It's a good program, I've done it before. SO. I bought a bunch of goodies for my box, but I also found a book for myself ("Girl One" by Sara Flannery Murphy; it sounds SO good and Mom agrees!) and I bought some little Halloween sun lantern things that were just TOO cute, even though I'm immediately going to be packing them away until next year haha.

Then we FINALLY went home and I put away all my perishables, and brought my bags up to my room and then just... died for a while. My back was KILLING ME. :|

In completely unrelated news, Itsy passed away and I don't know if it was from old age (if he WAS actually a male it's entirely possible) or because of all the pesticides we sprayed the whole house with a few days ago because of the cats/mites. (I'm lucky Winter and Shield didn't die from that, tbh.) In any case, RIP Itsy! You were a good boi (for a tarantula!)

Also, yesterday was November 1st, so it was the start of my unofficial NaNoWriMo/attempt to actually fucking FINISH TKA. I made my 1,667 word goal yesterday but I'm only around 450 words so far today, so I have to really get off my duff and get writing. The problem is that my brain is very stuck on Waiting On A Miracle (my Disney/Valdemar crossover fic) right now and I keep getting distracted by that. FOCUS. JUST FOCUS. >/

idle thought #717

Nov. 8th, 2025 06:00 pm
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Okay at this point I am thoroughly convinced Shinri’s orientation is ‘not human’. If you’re not a human no matter the gender he will be a complete and utter mess. (I kinda want to see him play Monster Prom now.)

idle thought #716

Nov. 5th, 2025 03:58 pm
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I haven’t watched a playthrough of the new Silent Hill 2 yet (that might have changed by the time I post this) but everything I’ve seen says it is surprisingly good and Bloober didn’t mess it up. I would like to point out that that doesn’t mean we were wrong about Bloober before, merely that people and teams have the capacity to change and listen to criticism. I am not just parroting statements I’ve heard elsewhere. I liked Layers of Fear the first time I saw it, but on a rewatch I did notice a lot of the ableism (I’d been previously oblivious to it and still overuse a lot of ableism to this day but am trying to improve). I watched several playthroughs of Blair Witch (unfamiliar with original movie) and was bored enough that the only thing that kept me going was that I was trying to watch all of Mark’s and MrKravin’s work, right up until the end in which I went “you are the monster, the only way to stop it is to kill yourself” and went ‘wait huh??’ Every character and the plot was really judgmental and not very sympathetic to PTSD sufferers. The Medium was boring enough I didn’t even make it through the first episode of Gab Smolder’s playthrough, so I’m sure I’m missing some context. I did watch the entire part with the, uh. Was it called Child-Eater? And the flashback, and then the ending, and went ‘this is telling the same message as Blair Witch’. I came to those conclusions independently and also it killed any drive to go back and actually finish watching Observer. After hearing they did well on two of the games in their library, maybe I’ll actually go back and finish that one too. I also saw some ‘this is exactly like DmC’ comments by the usual suspects and just had to roll my eyes. Yes, the bugbear that people can’t let go of ‘customers not spending money on something that wasn’t made appealing to them based on marketing’. DmC turned out to be a decent game, but the issue there was that it wasn’t made for fans of the original as the endless mockery from the PR team made clear and wasn’t meant to be. You could like both, but in the same way you can like both thrillers and romance novels or both vanilla and chocolate or strawberry. Fundamentally, the flavor is just different. You cannot and should not attempt to make something that appeals to every single person in the world, because you have a target audience (of people who like vanilla or chocolate or strawberry, for instance). Here, SH2R is turning out to be a very good game that appeals to the fans, and the criticism might have been a good thing because it seems like they were actually humble enough and cared about reception enough to listen—to the remaining members of Team Silent, to the fans—when crafting their game and did, in fact, want the original fans as their target audience.

idle thought #715

Nov. 1st, 2025 11:27 pm
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sigh I am tired of the “well newbies just gotta learn to deal with bullying on the internet rather than coming here and ‘whining’”, because a) you should want to decrease the amount of bullying in the world, what’s wrong with you that you don’t want a better world and b) SOME OF THE COPING MECHANISMS MIGHT BE SEEKING VALIDATION. So going to a forum and asking about your experience is part of that dealing. You don’t like it, you suck it up.

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Happy Halloween, or have a great day anyway if you don’t celebrate it!


Main Points:
Jojo's Bizarre Adventure/Buffy the Vampire Slayer AU
Chapter Summary: Johan's a little nervous when they stop for a rest.
Word Count: 1246
Note: HERE THERE PROBABLY BE BUFFY/JJBA SPOILERS

Chapter 398: Lost Frontier )

To Understand Why

Nov. 6th, 2025 01:17 pm
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Lots of rephrasing.
I was thinking about why he wasn’t teaching any of his students fighting through sparring and suddenly realized he’s still freaking out about nearly killing Shaun and doesn’t want to do that again.
Some of the ak’ab sounds are very cat-like, which is why the cats are confused.

Main Points: Assassin's Creed/The Secret World

Summary: Desmond visits the haunted mansion while he's nearby.
Word Count: 2752
Rating: Teen

the different flavors of haunting )

Down Came A Blackbird

Oct. 30th, 2025 08:07 am
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Way-back-when I wrote like four chapters of a Valdemar fic called Down Came A Blackbird, following Shadowshade k'Treva, his Bondbird crow Lale, his Companion, Cassandra, and the girls Mink and Taialyn and THEIR Companions, Uriana and Uriel. Also the Companion Yeo and her boy Julian (Chosen after her original Chosen, Neneya, was killed.) The story was basically about a vampire plague (the "Blood Plague") sweeping across Valdemar and a bunch of Trainees being the only ones who can stop it. Anyway.

After four chapters, I decided I didn't like it very much and deleted it (Kierseth was very disappointed), and after a couple of years I regretted it deeply because I decided that it had PROMISE and at that point the chapters that I HAD written were trapped on 3.5 floppy A drives that were completely obsolete. Blah.

So, I've been thinking about Down Came A Blackbird lately and considering the idea of actually writing it, starting over again from the beginning. I remember the general plotline and the characters (though Julian needs to be renamed because there's a Julian in Of The Deepest Dye; I might go with Lance.) But Shadowshade, Mink, Taialyn, all their Companions and everything. I do need to flesh out the cast a little but I think I could pull it off.

I just have a million other projects to finish first. :|

Speaking of finishing projects, today is the 30th, which means tomorrow is the 31st, WHICH MEANS IN TWO DAYS IT'S NOVEMBER FIRST AND THE (UNOFFICIAL) NANOWRIMO DURING WHICH I PLAN TO FUCKING FINISH TKA. I WILL BEAT THIS NOVEL IF IT KILLS ME, EVEN THOUGH I'M SEVERELY DISAPPOINTED WITH IT SO FAR. BLAH. WISH ME LUCK.

Mistaken Identity

Oct. 28th, 2025 03:07 pm
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Main Points:
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Iron Man Crossover (Self-Made Hero)
Summary: faster to read
Word Count: 55
Rating: Teen

        “Do you have an angry blue sister?”
        “Huh?”
        “Never mind.”


Seeking the Dragon Gate

Oct. 27th, 2025 03:30 am
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Cast of Characters (and Groups) (listed the Japanese way of surname first): Amaya-kai-yakuza clan most of the main cast is in
Miyamoto-gumi-a direct subsidiary of the Amaya-kai run by Miyamoto Suna or Sunao (Xander)

Ueda Mishiro (Gwen), member of the Miyamoto-gumi
Shime Kikune (Larry), member of the Miyamoto-gumi
Miyamoto Cordy, Ani-san ("husband") of the Miyamoto-gumi, a direct subsidiary of the Amaya-kai, as herself
Akahoshi Eimi (Sheila), new Matriarch of the Kumai-gumi
Kumai-gumi-Miyamoto's former Family before treachery
Other Miyamoto-gumi (Ochi)
Aoki Mayuho (Dani Oliver)-Member of the Miyamoto-gumi
Akiyama Yoko (Willow), Matriarch of the Akiyama-gumi, a direct subsidiary of the Amaya-kai
Hayama Nijiha (Aura), Captain of the Miyamoto-gumi, a direct subsidiary of the Amaya-kai

Author's Notes: In this universe, Japan is run by the women.
Terms: shimai-young/lower-rank yakuza
Like the previous story, Ueda's using the sushi personality test.  Miyamoto doesn't buy into it at all, but goes for one of the more dangerous kinds of sushi on purpose.  (Ironically, her actual faves mean "frugal", eh, and "straightforward, doesn't care what others think" or "odd but likeable", but as her counterpart said in Chaos Bleeds, she makes her own doors.)

More author's notes: background notes

Main Points:
Buffy/Yakuza AU (Bloody Petals), Follow-Up to Bamboo and Wood
Chapter Summary: Miyamoto reacts to the threat to Cordy's safety.
Word Count: 620
Rating: Teen

 

panic and relief )

 

X Denied X

Oct. 26th, 2025 09:29 am
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So, ODSP finally, after FOUR MONTHS, got back to the Denturist about my claim: THEY DENIED IT. Because "not all missing teeth require dentures" which, okay, I'll give them that, but I AM MISSING ALL OF MY UPPER MOLARS, LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?? YOU'D THINK THAT'D COUNT FOR SOMETHING??

But ODSP is a BITCH and always HAS BEEN A BITCH so I'm not like... SUPER SHOCKED over this turn of events, either? The Denturist suggested I apply for the new Canadian Dental Benefits Plan (or whatever it's called) and try for the partial dentures through them because they cover more than ODSP does (which is a SAD STATE OF AFFAIRS, but whatever) so I applied and now I'm waiting for my application to (hopefully) get approved so I can give my coverage number to the Denturist and they can apply for my partials.

AGAIN. UGH. FUCKING ODSP.

Anyway. That aside, last night I gave the cats more Advantage because the first dose last month SEEMED to work really well... for like TWO WEEKS, and then they started itching again, and Pluto has huge bald patches by the base of his tail and on his legs, even worse than before, though the scabbing isn't as bad. So, I had to wait four weeks to give them their second dose and I'm just FINGERS CROSSED right now because if this doesn't work then at the end of November I have to pay to take at least one of them to the vet, and it's $250 just to walk in the door, never mind any treatment. And they might not even be willing to send meds home for the OTHER cat without SEEING HIM, TOO, which is another $250 at least.

So, today and tomorrow we're washing all the blankets, pillowcases and soft surfaces that we can to try to cut back on re-infection. Tomorrow is my day for washing all the blankets and stuff on my bed. And we have spray for the carpets and stuff, and then we're just like HOPING it's enough because I cannot afford $500+ to take Juna and Pluto to the vet AGAIN.

Like, I remember a time when the vet was expensive, but still REASONABLE, you know? It was $85 to walk in the door, which was still a lot for me, but was at least DOABLE. They've gotten so expensive now that I can't afford to even take my cats to the vet when they're fucking SICK, and you know what I get told when I complain about that? "You shouldn't own animals, then." And it's like FUCK, so owning companion animals is a privilege reserved only for the rich, now? It's not like I'm trying to maintain horses, or elephants, or llamas, it's just two little cats. Why should it cost so Goddamn much to get vet treatment for them? Why should it cost $250 just for the APPOINTMENT??

Because vets are fucking GREEDY, that's why. And they've got all of us with pets over their knee. We can't do anything but pay the cost or let our animals suffer and they know that, so they keep jacking up the rates for everything until they make themselves completely unaffordable.

I go to a vet that's kind of a conglomerate, though, there are three or four vet practices in town that are owned by the same people, and I really should shop around to the few that AREN'T part of that. Maybe one of them has cheaper rates for appointments and stuff. I know there's a new-ish one in town down by where Amy and Brit live that is supposedly better. Maybe I'll call them and ask about their pricing because Pine Grove has just gotten to the point that it takes me four months to save up JUST FOR THE APPOINTMENT, never mind any treatments the cats might need. >|
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